...blueberry bride.....

When the lyrics of my thoughts subside
leaving the darkness of the pain sleeping behind
I shrug off my silence to utter delight
and crawl forward to find a place to hide

I feel a creature waking inside
its the fire of hope i so brutally deride
Why do i then so easily abide
and follow the piper into miserable divide

I know now its time to rise and decide
to end this game and shatter the pride
In the ignorance of silence my sins i confide
and drown into the eyes of blueberry bride

Silhouette of your lie

This humanly heap of lines and crosses, seems to move like a damn cryptic
like a bunch of lilies and lotus, in the lovely lake mystic.

It pulls me down, me down so deep
where its dark and lonely,lonely and steep.

In this anarchy of deafness and blinding plight
I brake my heart in just one hollow flight.

I wash my face with my own pool of fears
I know there is no one out there to whom it matters or bears.

To think of someone I'll love and wake
is a mistake I usually never ever make.

So I close my eyes to wither and die
in the empty space....of your forsaken lie.

Bullets of freedom

My memories of you have started to fade,
only things that remain are those promises I made,
to always be beside you during the lifelong wade,
irrespective of feelings, desires and grade.

These promises I think will remain with me,
as a token for life that could never be,
I'll surrender my land,my mind, my free,
to hold on to those precious moments, I am sure i won't flee.

My state of mind is stretched and thin,
for the brutality of your betrayal, still holds me within,
and makes me a victim of your unspoken sin,
just believe me when I say, life is not a game u always play to win.

I was searching for a reason to not care anymore,
about the veil of pretense u so successfully wore,
and script of my dreams and wishes u tore,
to cripple my will from its very core.

But reasons I guess are for people who are sane,
who have lived a life without trouble and pain,
so I subject myself to the caustic bullet rain,
and watch myself die as your memories wane.